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Two guys in the back of a truck

April 14, 2015 by Kate Mayer 8 Comments

All this gay talk in DC with SCOTUS debating same sex marriage and POTUS calling for a ban on LGBTQ conversion therapy because well, that’s just freakishly barbaric. Whose idea was it anyway to convert those who are gay, lesbian, transgender and/or not-white-upper-country-club-class-heterosexual-congressmen type men into white-upper-country-club-class-heterosexual-congressmen type men? Why this barbaric practice exists in the first place is disgusting and shameful, clearly invented by white-upper-country-club-class-heterosexual-congressmen type men really, really afraid of something.

Conversion therapy would never have existed in the first place if my mom were in charge of the world. There would be no need.

My no-drama, mind your business mama

Seeing two men kiss for the first time lets a mom do some explainingBack in the 1970s, long before many homosexual people were referred to as gay, or called anything at all, my parents were in the antique business. Which was then the mecca for (many) gay people. And wickedly smart people. And plenty of weirdos. Sometimes folks were all three, but not always. My parents were both teachers (smart and weird), also broke, so they supplemented their income by buying and selling antiques.

This meant long weekends wandering up and down dirty aisles of flea markets, antique shows, and auction halls that smelled like funnel cake, barns, and old lady purses. The original American Pickers, instead of soccer or softball or dance, I spent days picking through boxes, tables, and trunks of cars for our specialties: photography, tin toys, local memorabilia, rag dolls, Early Americana, car stuff. Quirky collectibles. Unique, clever, mark it up, and sell it soon.

And I had a good eye. My mom would give me, my birthday barely hitting double digits if that, a fist full of 20s, her dealer taxID number, and send me on my way, picking the fields of Stormville, Brimfield, or street fairs in New York.

Dealers always eyeballed a dirty little kid dressed like she just rolled out of the back of a van, because often that’s exactly what I did: pickers and dealers often sleep in their cars to get an early start on selling, and most importantly, buying.

“Can I help you, little girl?”

“Just looking,” I said, mistaken for a pain-in-the-ass kid, the you-break-it-you-bought-it type, or worse, a shoplifter. But all that changed when I unrolled a Walter White fist of cash and asked,

“What’s the dealer price on this? How much for cash?”

Antique show teaches a girl about the value of human love
Photography: Jeff Carvalho/Selectism.com

Once I was picking Brimfield with my mom late in the day. While thumbing through a box of tintypes, looking for anything absurd: dead people, civil war soldiers, circus freaks, animals – I looked up to find the dealers, two men, legs swinging, sitting on the tailgate of their truck. They were laughing, their legs tangled, leaning into each other. One had a guitar, the other a beer. From my fifth grade self, they appeared to be flirting. And then they kissed.

“Mom! Look! What are they doing?” I whispered, elbowing her hard to pay attention.

“Them? Oooh, kissing,” she said, glancing up, then back at a 19th century salt glazed stoneware crock with two folksy birds intricately painted on its front in a deep, vibrant blue.

I was enthralled. BOYS KISSING. Didn’t see that on Little House on the Prairie. Or Happy Days. Not even the Odd Couple!

“Stop staring, Kathy. It’s none of your business.”

“But, but …”

“Listen to me, what’s the problem? Here’s the deal: sometimes men love women, sometimes women love men. And sometimes men love men and women love women. That’s just how it goes, okay?”

“Really? I just … I didn’t know. Okay, cool.” My mom made it no-big-deal, and therefore, it was, and remained, no big deal. No conversion necessary. She turned and walked away, onto the next booth, the next unexpected discovery. I stayed, seeing something my mom didn’t.

“Excuse me sir? Sir? How much is this?” I asked, and the dude swung off the back of the truck, came over and looked at the oversized photo I held in my hand. It was a lithograph of an Indian elephant, with some sort of prince or princess – I couldn’t tell which –standing awkwardly next to it, staring straight into the camera, not daring to blink, uncomfortable at the spotlight shining on him or her. The costumed elephant was ever the regal, docile, and confident subject.

“This? It’s a lot, you know, probably shouldn’t touch it. It’s rare and expensive: $150; shouldn’t even be out here,” he said, taking it from me and putting it out of reach.

He smiled a condescending smile at a little girl out of place in a field full of dusty memories, mostly unappreciated, some undiscovered yet valuable to someone, somewhere. He turned and walked away, but not for long.

“Is that the best you can do? $150?” I asked. “Any wiggle room? I have a $100, cash. Right here, we got a deal?” I started peeling off twenties.

He turned back, walked over, smiled, and we got down to business.

 *

Hat tip to writer Liz Page Rosenberg (@smacksy) whose story, That Kid, reminded me of the the two guys in the back of the truck. She recently posted about her son asking about tutus. Or specifically, that kid wearing a tutu. It’s very short, very sweet, and pure brilliance. Read it here. Go, really, it’ll take you less than two minutes.

Told you so, right?

No conversion necessary. Not for me, not for them. Not for anyone, except maybe, perhaps for those deeming it necessary in the first place.

 


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Comments

  1. Robin K says

    April 14, 2015 at 6:00 pm

    So glad I stopped by here today. Gained a little faith back in homo sapiens.

    Reply
    • Kate Mayer says

      April 15, 2015 at 8:32 pm

      we surprise ourselves sometimes, eh? homosapiens to the rescue

      Reply
  2. Kerry says

    April 15, 2015 at 5:29 am

    Treasures are unique and special and valuable, old or new, just like every single one of us.

    Reply
    • Kate Mayer says

      April 15, 2015 at 8:31 pm

      Word sister. Word.

      Reply
  3. Adela says

    May 12, 2015 at 5:00 pm

    I like the way your mom just laid it one the line. This is the way it is, no need for lengthy discussions. Love is Love.

    Reply
  4. 1010ParkPlace says

    May 13, 2015 at 5:22 pm

    I see where you got your honesty! From your mother! BTW, how I wish I’d grown up with your picker experience at Brimfield. I’ve never been there, but frequent Round Top in Texas. The earlier the better. Yes, m’am!
    Brenda

    Reply
    • Kate Mayer says

      May 13, 2015 at 9:03 pm

      Pinky promise: i make it to texas, you bring me there. You hit the northeast, and we are Brimfield bound!

      Reply

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